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Saturday, 23 May 2009

10:25 PM

what's wrong with 10:25 pm ?
you might think so .
but actually ,,
it means NOTHING .
oh yeah well, just want to make you think .
my flu hasn't been cured yet .
and d'ya know what ?
it sounds like I somewhat sobbing-_________-
yeah you know what I mean .

I'm kinda bored now .
and as you know , my laptop was broken so Ican't use it .
(wait, I think I haven't told you that)
yeah .
me myself didn't know whats wrong with my laptop .
one day its monitor couldn't be turned on .
kinda desperate T_T
but I couldn't fight my destiny
(like what???)
the technician whom is fixing my laptop said that it might be caused by the insufficient space on my harddisk .
yeah, honestly, my main harddisk (C:/) memory space still remained 9 GB left .
(remained ? that was only !)
okay, ONLY 9 GB left .
my dad said too that it might be caused of those viruses I got from downloading stuffs from internet .
(stuffs,huh?)
okay okay. let me straightened this . stuffs, not "stuffs"
that might give some people a negative mind -__-

blog :*drooling*
anna : why are you drooling ?
blog :"s..st..stuf..sssss"
anna : what the fuck ?.
blog : FUUUUCKK YEWWW !!!!!!
anna: isn't it critical acclaim's lyric ?

okay, back to the topic . becuase of this, my father told me to not download anything from internet .
it somewhat kills me , but i'll do it -though it was somewhat like whoa !-

now Im using my father's laptop .
the monitor is only 12" , smaller than mine, which is 14" .
but yeah who cares, its still can be used to browse the internet.

10:47 already .
my back is hurt -_____-
okay I am going to bed now .
but I cant go sleep constantly.
maybe I shall listen to some songs first then go to sleep .

oh and I wonder how's brother E now.
last time I talked to him he was so sad .
Bri and his sister had a big problem .
I wish he is not so sad now :)

am I really going to bed ? cause its already10:50 pm andIm still typing this .
okay okay .
I'll finish it soon .
and my back is getting worse too, I think .

then , what am I gonna do now ?
I forget ;p
oh , Im going to bed !
yes , thats what am I gonna do .
NO !
I just remembered ,
I've edited my blog template .
and what doyou think about itsnew appearance ?
tell me :)

this time I AM GOING TO BED .
sssss shut up you mind !
stop giving me words to type .
okay .
good night .

~oyasuminasai~

-the landlady, ANNA

BAKA NE~

bakabakabaka XD
do you know BAKA ?
well , in japanese BAKA means STUPID , lol .
my sensei (teacher, in japanese) and I were kinda addicted to that word .
we keep using that word , like , BAKA NO HITO (stupid person,jap) , BAKA NO SEITO (stupid student,jap) , which what she -my sensei- called me , BAKA NO SENSEI (stupid teacher,jap) , which what I called her , but hey , sometimes I liked to call her HENTAI NO SENSEI too :D - which could drive her mad .
she even called me BAKA-CHAN (wtf?)
i dont know whats in her mind -.-
we even made a new kind of laughter , like this :
BAKABAKABAKA XD
there are still few people in our skool knew the meaning , lol .
oh , and it was already copyrighted and registered too > bakabakabaka©©

okay .
I know we sound stupid , but hey , it was fun ! :D

~watashi wa baka ne , anata wa ? :P~
-the landlady,ANNA

thursday , may 21st - BADLUCK day -.-

gosh .
have you seen my new haircut ?
it looks weird !
I got shocked at the 1st time I saw it .
so did my friends .
just imagine .
my hair was so thick and now it looks oh-so-thin ?
how could it wouldn't surprise me and my friends ?
and you know what is the worse part ?
I look girlier than before !
NOOOO DX ! !

not just that .
I got a flu too .
1st, I got a headache-which I still feel till now-, then I keep sneezing and coughing , my body temperature rises then .
then here it is !
I GOT FLU ! -.-

and it hadn't finished yet .
my mom bought me pizza .
yay I was so excited .
too excited until I didnt realize what was in it .
when I chewed it , I realized something .
'mom , is it garlic ?'
my mom nodded .
oh no , I HATE GARLIC !
stay calm .
that was what I do .
so I didnt spit it out , but I drank a bottle full of water -.-

okay, that was totally the worse day of my life .
-the landlady,ANNA

Friday, 15 May 2009

what is the most beautiful thing god ever made ?

hmmm .
another sweet nite is passing me by .
as usual , I'm sitting on my lower bed and enjoy the rest of the nite-alone in my room .
now I'm typing this diary and thinking-though I'm not sure with what am I thinking-WHAT IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING GOD EVER MADE ?

'A BIG QUESTION !'

have you ever wonder, how many things had god made?
yo wouldn't have to think for a long time and too hard-cause the answer is the simple one-UNCOUNTABLE .
humans, animals, plants, mountains, oceans, rivers, skies, etc.
too much to mention .
oh certainly yes , human could made a lot of things as god did .
but they couldn't create what god could .
could you make another human ? or plant ? or animal ? or mountain ? or ocean ? or even the beautiful stars that always shine brightly on the nite sky ?
the answer is , NO , neither YOU, I, SHE, HE, THEY, even WE, couldn't make it .
no one could be as powerful as god .
people that are trying to be as powerful as god are just another morons that spend their times for something nonsense .

now, answer my question .
THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING GOD EVER MADE .
well, all of god-made are incredibly beautiful and amazing .
it's so hard to mention what is the MOST beautiful .
maybe some would say flowers, the others say stars, then skies, oceans-every peopld would have the different answer .
so let's think about US .
human .
don't us beautiful ?
god had given us abilities more than other creature had .
but why humans-why?-why were we bertraying god's giving ?
generations nowadays were already broken.
BROKEN MINDED, BROKEN SPIRIT, and BROKEN, WE ARE BROKEN !
don't you realize it all humans ?
WE-ARE-BROKEN !
now let's try to fix ourselves, and bring our mind to the right way, before our time comes to pick us up :')

-what is in my mind?-

hoaammm .
I'm tired already .
I'm going to bed now.
I dont wanna be too sleepy for tomorrow shoot .

okay world,
GOOD NITE !
HAVE A NICE DREAM !
~oyasuminasai~

-the landlady,ANNA

BT TKANAN TINGGI ! >.<

hu-uh .
udah beberapa hari ini padahal aku ngarep banget buat ke salon .
apalagi kalo bukan buat mangkas ni rambut ngga bentuk !
yah kalo ngga gitu , masker lah , buat ngetenangin ni rambut biar ngga kaku terus , zzz .
padahal udah ditunda sampe beberapa hari , mulai dari hari apa itu .
eh eh eh , hari ini padahal uda excited banget mau ke salon , MALAH NGGA JADI !
padahal mama uda janji buat nganter .
duit juga uda disediain ama papa .
ehh , pas hari H-nya , mamaku malah bilang ,'ADUH , NGGA JADI AJA YA K . MAMA TAKUT NYETIR JAM SEGINI . RAME'
bayangin .
sini yang uda ngarep arep banget tiba - tiba dikasih tau kaya gitu .
ngga bete gimana coba ?
tauk ah .
pusing gw mkirin tuh orang [mama]
>.<

morniing beautiful sky !

gyaaaaa XD
pagi ini cerahh bangett .
ngga kaya biasanya yang adanya mendung dan hujan .
skarang cerah bangett !
hmmm,
it's 6 AM here (GMT + O7.00) and now I'm gazing up to the beautiful morning sky .
seperti biasanya, langit yang sedang bergem bira dihiasi oleh awan - awan yang begitu indah .
semburat - semburat awan tipis stratis menambah rasa ceriaku pagi ini .
semburatnya b
ahkan ada yang membentuk black hole, haha, tapi karena warnanya putih aku nyebutnya white hole (umm wtf?)
apalagi , sewaktu kutarik napas dalam - dalam , udaranya masih segarr .
padahal uda jam 6 nih .
skarang aku lagi duduk - duduk di samping rumahku .
aku tolah - toleh sana sini ngliatin awan sambil tangan masih terus ngetik .
kali ini aku ngepost dari hp .
biar simple gampang dibawa kesana kemari .
ehh , waktu aku tolah toleh , aku ngga sengaja bulan masih keliatan .
meski hanya setengah , tapi tetap keliatan !
kayanya bulan masih dapat pantulan cahaya matahari , haha .

oh ya , bukti nyata kalo bumi berputar pada porosnya , AWAN BERGERAK !
yap .
awan bergarak semua searah karena bumi yang berputar pada porosnya .
wahwah , kalo gitu teori ini tak perlu diragukan lagi kebenarannya :D

udah dulu ya .
udah mulai panas nih .
aku mau masuk dulu dan nikmatin pagi di dalam rumah -seperti biasa-

HAPPY HOLIDAY !

-the landlady,ANNA

Tuesday, 12 May 2009

twilight sky <3

have you ever paid attention on the sky when twilight ?
my first words (oh yea I remmeber) when I saw it was :
WOW ! AMAZING !
then INCREDIBLE, or BEAUTIFUL !, etc.
oh well, maybe I'm a nature phenomenon lovers (oh really? lol.)
from the dew before the sun, raindrops on leaves, until sky.
SKY AND CLOUDS.
I adore these two thingies soooo much .
especially when dawn and twilight comes .
I am sooo conscious of it !
yeah I know, I'm kinda lazy so I can't watch dawn sky phenomenon every day because I'm too lazy to wake up that early (esp. on holidays).
but now I decide TOMORROW I'll wake up early and watch this dawn sky phenomenon again.
I'll take some photos of it If I could .
:)

this afternoon, I was sitting on my side terrace to watch sky .
wow, great !
yeah I admitted the sky wasn't as beautiful as dawn and twilight, but it is beautiful indeed .
I took some pictures =)










oh yeaahh here it comes !
TWILIGHT ! XD
I've been waiting for it .
as usual, it looks incredibly beautiful .
to share my experience, photos included =)










*sorry, the photos don't look so good, it is all because I took it by my phone (an old W810i with only 2.0 MP camera, lol), not by digi cam. My digi cam is running out of battery and I haven't charged it yet. But I hope y'all like it =D

-the landlady,ANNA

Monday, 11 May 2009

1st day at holidays :) : Set 1

I took this picture today . Me and my brother were kinda boring so we decided to take some pics . Hope you like it ! ^^


at our house's side park .


somewhere near our elementary school.






in front of our house .

-the landlord, ANNA

Sunday, 10 May 2009

me and my pillow :D

a set of photos, recently taken and recently edited =D :

how does my house's park look like at nite ?


BEAUTIFUL .
it looks more beautiful at nite instead of at noon .
especially after the rain stopped falling down .

the leaves look sparkle, lol.

the raindrops that left on the leaves look amazing !

i took this one with blitz.


and this one without blitz, looks more natural (of course)

I love raindrops .
I love night .
RAINDROPS + NIGHT = INCREDIBLE NATURE PHENOMENON ^^

-the landlord, ANNA


did it cry again ?

sky, are you following my advice to not to bury all your sadness inside ?

some raindrops on my car's window.

I was on my way to TP (Tunjungan Plaza) when the sky was getting darker and darker.
and finally, like yesterday, it cried again.
its tears fell down to the earth.
slowly, one by one, until it fell together, fast, precisely.
i wondered, 'sky, why are you crying again?'

the sky put misery on the world.
i felt it then not long after it cried .
i got a headache, a terrible one, and i was getting sleepy.

i didn't enjoy my holiday since then.
i decided to look for movies, to watch in the house for this must be-fuckin-bring holiday.
but........
it seemed misery was still walking with me.
I didn't find any.
I got kinda mad and my headache was getting worse.
errr, I better went home.

at the time I went home, the sky was already stop crying.
the rain had stopped falling down.
but drizzles still falling down.
though it had already stopped, the sky still left the misery for the world.
the sky affected me, I think so.
(though you might think that it somewhat nonsense)
but every time it rained, my tears went down my cheeks.
or, I felt the misery that the sky felt.
but there were times when I felt happy because of rain.
but YOU affected it too.
YOU, I mean YOU, boy.
without you, rain only meant emptiness and loneliness for me.

thank you for everything you'd gave me.
I love you boy :')

-the landlord, ANNA

cloudy morning :]

YAY !
today looks pretty good .
it hasn't been hot yet .
and the sky looks cloudy .
whoa , sky , are you sad again ?

here I am , lying on my brother's upper bed with fingers typing this entry .
it's Sunday already .
I still have nothing to do .
oh my , I just remembered that I have a one-week-holiday .
gosh , how can I spend it ? -__-

I'm waiting for my bf to wake up and say good morning to him .
I don't know whether he had woke up or not .
I'm just waiting for him to text me a message , and I'll reply it .
ahh~
my simple and beautiful life :)
(but it won't be beautiful without you, boy).

back to the topic .
the sky still looks cloudy .
I think the sky is sad now .

A : Morning sky ! :)
S : Morning ann .
A : whats wrong ?
S : nothing .

but it doesn't want to tell me what makes it so sad .
I hope it doesn't keep its sadness all by itself .
well sky , if you wanna cry , just cry .
don't bury your feeling deep inside :)

-the landlord, ANNA

new songs downloaded ! :)

Now, I'm listening to some songs I've downloaded last nite .
They are :

1. Santana ft. Rob Thomas - Smooth
2. Epica - Never Enough
3. Sirenia - Glades of Summer
4. Blind Melon - No Rain

Well,
Even though Smooth and No Rain are old songs, I still like 'em.
They're good !
I suggest you to listen to 'em ! ^^

-the landlord, ANNA

silent morning :D

when I woke up today,
I was surprised with my house condition.
SILENCE !
SILENCE AROUND ME !
my father was still sleeping .
my brother was in his room , idk what was he doing .
my mother was out to buy some foods.
and here I am.
with silence I never felt before in my house .
I decided to take some picts, lol .

well , I can't upload the picts now .
sorry .
my internet is kinda error .
but I promise ya I'll upload it later ;)

HAVE A NICE MORNING !
~ohayo gozaimasu~

-the landlord, ANNA

Saturday, 9 May 2009

Within Temptation - Somewhere

SOMEWHERE

Lost in the darkness, hoping for a sign
Instead there is only silence,
Can't you hear my screams...?
Never stop hoping,
Need to know where you are
But one thing is for sure,
You're always in my heart.

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying until my dying day
I just need to know whatever has happened,
The Truth will free my soul.

Lost in the darkness, try to find your way home
I want to embrace you and never let you go
Almost hope you're in heaven so no one can hurt your soul...
Living in agony 'cause I just do not know
Where you are

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying until my dying day
I just need to know whatever has happened,
The Truth will free my soul.

Wherever you are, I won't stop searching.
Whatever it takes, I need to know.

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying until my dying day
I just need to know whatever has happened,
The Truth will free my soul.

‘The sky is crying’

It’s 10:56 PM already when I wrote this journal.
It’s raining now.
I don’t know, is it just a coincidence or what, but I cry as the rain falls down to the earth.
It feels like, sky feels what I feel.
It is so miserable, until it reaches the top of its sadness.
It cries.
Follow me here, as my tears drop one by one.

‘The sky is crying’

I don’t know whether it’s just my feeling or what, but this night feels colder than usual.
I set my AC on the same temperature as usual, but why does it feel colder?

Oh dear sky, why are you crying?
What makes you so sad until your tears drop down to the earth?
Do you feel what I feel?
Do we feel the same thing?

‘The sky is crying’

The sky started to stop crying.
But why am I still crying?
What am I cry of?
What am I afraid of?
Is it the world that makes me so sad?
Is it the world that makes me like this, a young miserable girl that continues to think she’s living on agony?
But I hear the sky whispers, as it stops crying,
‘Hey girl, don’t cry. You’re not alone this world. If you need someone or something to put your faith, I’m here to hear your sharing’

‘The sky is crying’

I smile as I wipe my tears.
Yeah, you’re right sky, I’m not alone.
I still have you here.
You’ve stopped your cry, and then I’ll stop crying too.
No need to be sad, no need to cry.
If I need a shoulder to lie on, I still get you here
:’)

(P.S.: I LOVE YOU, sky: my dearest bf , and the real sky too)

-the landlord, ANNA

LP - The little things give you away

Lyrics from Linkin Park's song 'The Little Things Give You Away' taken from album Minutes To Midnight .

The Little Things Give You Away
Water grey
Through the windows
Up the stairs
Chilling rain
Like an ocean
Everywhere

[Chorus]
Don't wanna reach for me do you
I mean nothin to you
The little things give you away
And now there will be no mistakin
The levees are breakin

All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you
And six feet, underwater
I do

Hope decays
Generations disappear
Washed away
As a nation simply stares

[Chorus]
Don't wanna reach for me do you
I mean nothin to you
The little things give you away
But there will be no mistakin
The levees are breakin

All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you
And six feet, underwater
I do

All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you
And six feet, underground now
I
Now I do


[Brad's Guitar Solo]

Little things give you away
Little things give you away
Little things give you away
Little things give you away
Little things give you away

(Little things give you away)

All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you

(Little things give you away)

All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you

(Little things give you away)

All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you

(Little things give you away)

All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you

(Little things give you away)

All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you

(Little things give you away)

All you've ever wanted
Was someone to truly look up to you

(Little things give you away)

FAITH : BUSTED !

gosh, if the condition is just like this,
I WOULD NEVER BELIEVE IN ANYTHING AGAIN !
even my BEST friend that I thought can I can tell her all my secrets ,
duh ! she's just another kind of SPIES !
everyone.
what's wrong with 'em?
what's wrong with these people ?
why? please , TELL ME WHY !

I wonder I never knew that bitch (female dog) , my life won't be ruined like this !
yeah, I know, that was a BIG BIG MISTAKE to have a girlfriend .
(thanks god, they didn't call me lesbian that day -________-)
but as you know (too) those were the DARKEST days of my life !
I depressed , (oh yeah until now) , because of my ex-bf (which is my bf now) .
we broke up several months ago .
once, it didn't affect me .
not at once .
but why, why as time passes by, my feeling to him grew stronger and stronger .
so I think this could explain why I love to be alone ,
rather to be a part of some crowdness (instead, I'm kinda afraid with it now)

actually, my life has been ruined since I was on the 3rd grade .
there was one friend of mine that didn't really like me .
but this fuckin-disturbin-demonish bitch (lord, what a name) ,
she slandered me, and she affected, almost all of the kids in the class .
she affected ALMOST ALL of my friends, she influenced my friends.
and almost all got AFFECTED .
imagine .
I'm just an-8-years old girl.
what did I know?
I've tried to ask 'em what was my fault.
but all they said was just .... *crying*
sorry, I can't continue .

WHY DO I FEEL LIKE LIVING IN AGONY ?

so for now, now and forever (I think so),
I'll keep my secrets all by my own.
I won't tell in to anyone.
I won't share my secrets to anyone .
(except him, it's an exceptional)
they're just nothing but A LIE !

-the landlord, ANNA

Friday, 8 May 2009

I MISS YA BROTHER :(

well , let me think , when was the last time I talked to my brother ?
now let me tell you .

here he is , my dearest brother .

ELARIK .
his name is Elarik .
I love him so much , but my love to him is different with Brianna's .
Brianna is his girlfriend .
he loves her so much .
they are loving each other and now they live happily .

though we haven't met each other face-to-face, well, because the distance prob (he lives in Covina, CA),but I feel very comfy when talking to him .

he always tries to help me when I am in prob .
not with his body, but with his SPIRIT .
maybe sounds kinda silly, but I'm telling ya the truth .
he's a satanist, so his spirit could help me or talk to me when I am in prob.
even though he's a satanist, it doesn't make him bad .
he's still so kind, and he loves me too, of course, as his sister :)

though his spirit is mighty and strong , his body says different .
he got been attacked by a disease which made him weaker and weaker every day .
but he doesn't want to be pitied .
he's still a strong person, and always strengthen me when I am weak :')

oh how I love my dearest brother E so much .
I wanted to talk to him again .
its already morning , so he's going to bed now.
I think I'm gonna talk to him tonite :)

-the landlord, ANNA

MISSION : GOING TO DORMANT - STATUS : FAILED

I was going to take a nap .
but as you know, I can't sleep except in the darkness .
I was trying to go to sleep , since last past half hour , but still can't go to sleep .
T.T damn it's too bright !
I'm soo sleepy , but with condition like this, HOW COULD I GO TO SLEEP ?

tell me the way to solve this prob folks , thanks .

-the landlord, ANNA

sneezing .

hatching !
gosh, why do I keep sneezing today ?
any advice how to stop my sneezes ?
please tell me -_________-

wait,
do I get flu?
O_O

-the landlord, ANNA

home already !


yay !
I don't know why, but today I go home from school earlier .
yippieee :D
I threw my bag, then turned my laptop on.
and here I am =)
sitting on the upper bed with fingers typing some entries...
okay, so let's start browsing the internet again !
XD

-the landlord, ANNA

last nite's music and video list .

last nite , I was fascinated by the sweet tunes of these beautiful songs :

1. Sirenia - The Other Side [gonna post the video and lyrics soon]
2. Evanescence - Lithium [gonna post the video and lyrics soon]
3. Evanescence - Good Enough
4. Lacuna Coil - Our Truth
5. Epica - Never Enough

I played these songs -and its videos- again and again .
I wonder how could they make beautiful songs like these songs .
one day, I wish I can be like 'em.
:')

-the landlord,ANNA

fresh air morning :)

now here I am , in the car , on my way to school .
I take a deep breath .
hmmm what a fresh air .
I LOVE fresh morning air .
It'sn't been hot yet .
not cold , not hot .
PERFECT .
with listening to Sirenia - The Other Side ,
today looks good !
I hope today's gonna be a great day !
XD

-the landlord,ANNA

GOOD MORNING WORLD !

hey it's 5:17 AM in here , Indonesia.
I'm kinda angry with this blog .
sorry I can't tell you why .
here I am , sitting on my lower bed and typing this blog on my phone .
It's friday already.
I'm preparing my school stuffs and uniform .
It's still dark outside .
but I love morning , fresh air .
but I can't go out now .
I have to clean my room first , then have breakfast .

okay , that's enough for now .
'as the new day is dawning , I shouted , GOOD MORNING WORLD !'

-the landlord,ANNA

Thursday, 7 May 2009

bloggiiiiiiiing.

for now, no one knows that this BLOG exists.
I never told 'em that I have blog, but why should I?
blog is just like a diary,
a diary has to be kept privately.
so no one can read it.
but why they let people read their diary?

-the landlord, ANNA

embarrassed .

I felt like trembling , zzzz

just imagine.
wearing :
-a long weird skirt (oh my god, skirt)
-a too-short-shirt
-a hat
-an apron
and the worse of all, I got my hair BRAIDED.

damn.
everyone was staring at me!
how could you walk calmly, passing the classes on school with an appearance SUCH A WEIRDO like that ?

I WAS SO EMBARRASSED !

worse of all, MIRZA SAW ME !
T_T
just because I did it for school, I had to attend this goddamn competition (and still not victorious -______-)
if I didn't do it for school, I DON'T WANNA BE SUCH A WEIRDO LIKE THIS !
grrrrrrrrrr X(

-the landlord, ANNA

a commemoration of the broken hearted ?

when I tried to figure out the next line of my story,
suddenly I got an idea.

" a commemoration of the broken hearted "

so, here the guy-whose name is Eric, found himself in a town full of parody .
he explored the town, and meet a girl named Sarah.
Sarah reminds him to Alicia, and he fell in love with her.
unfortunately, destiny says different.
Sarah doesn't love him, she only loves her ex-husband, Anthony.
he angries, he killed her, and everything goes just like the way it was before with Alicia .

I think this story would be too complicated,
I don't know whether I could continue writing the story or not.
So just wait , wait for my mind to give me a brilliant idea :)

-the landlord, ANNA

a package from the restless

well, maybe you haven't knew it before that I love to write .
I write some stories but most of them were unfinished .
-_____________-
my mood could change everything constantly .
so I prefer to write just a-piece-of-story,
before my mood turned to the other mood .
this one was created by me.
I haven't found the right title, this just the random one.
:P

"There, he sat with face filled with tears, blood on his hand, house was burning and ripped wallpapers. But the worse of all was, what he couldn't find after this time-and he couldn't find in another dimension, world, even universe-he had just killed her beloved wife. He screamed, shouted, even he banged his head on the wall until it bleed-but he realized something, It couldn't return Alicia-her beloved wife-back to his hug. He disappointed to himself, for what he has done. He was crying, until his tears turned to blood. He himself, never thought to kill his beloved wife. But why-why he suddenly became a MANIAC who burned his house, ripped the wallpapers, buried the photographs. And, killed his wife. His lung became full of fume-because the house was burning-but he still regretting all the things he had done. There it was, a heart-shaped-box-a giving from a stranger-a couple days ago. The stranger gave it to him, but he had told him never open this box. And he did. It was a black, heart shaped box, with torned paper on its edges, and blood red tinted words on its cap, it said HAND OF SORROW. He reached the box, tried to open it. It was kind of difficult to open it, but then he finally opened it. There was a ruby, a brilliant red ruby,stringed-like a pendant. He kept it, he reached the box and tried to find more stuffs. But that was all. He stowed the box, and chained the pendant to his neck. But there was something happened strangely-suddenly."

What happened next ?
Still trying to find the next part.
Please tell me if you do like, and tell me if you don't.

-the landlord, ANNA

Wednesday, 6 May 2009

pusiiiiinggggg

gosh ,
gara - gara kebanyakan mikir buat lomba besok,
ni kepala rasanya mau meledak !

gimana ngga ?
aku jadi harus ribet ini itu .
nyiapin kostum lah, ini lah, itu lah.
waktunya harus pas lah.

apalagi mereka itu ngga tau ta,
aku ini gampang banget GROGI .
tiba - tiba ntar brhenti di tengah - tengah penampilan,,,

NGGA LUCU KAAANNN ?

PRACTISE, PRACTISE, PRACTISE !

hehe ...
tiba - tiba jadi inget masa - masa sd dulu .
sukanya disuruh ikut lomba ini, lomba itu .
rada bangga sih, tapi males jugaa .
sekarang aku juga diikutin lagi !
hahai .
rada bangga membawa nama sekolah .
tapi kalo gagal juga ngecewain banyak orang .
makanya sekarang aku mau latihan lagi, lagi dan lagi .
jadi aku bisa memmberi yang terbaik bagi sekolah .
habis ngga ada catatan prestasi, garing ahh lama - lama XD
mau latihan dulu yaa,, WISH ME LUCK ! THANKS !

so, I finally found it.

and here I am, searching for my book.
I forgot where the hell I put that book.
the last time I saw it, it was on my desk.
but now, IT'S GONE !
what must I do ?
damn.
I have to return it to Kumon tomorrow !